Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in luatiki's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
1:36 am	Oh God. I have the flu. Rather, I had the flu and am now just suffering through the aftershocks of the massive flu earthquake that came out of nowhere! It was 48 hours of non stop fluid loss. Use your imagination. I haven't felt this crappy in years; I contemplating moving because, seriously, I have lived all over the world and never been this sick, this often - I think I'm allergic to Los Angeles. I should move somewhere with snow. I miss snow, its almost December and I'm still wearing flipflops. Of course I'll probably bitch and moan about the aforementioned desired snow when it actually arrives but I'm still riding the coattails of this flu thing so I'm indulging myself with fantasy. And in my fantasy, I love snow unconditionally. Toronto it is :) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
7:44 pm	The fact that I do not get paid for forced vacation days is insane. I am so frustrated with Yoh Managed Staffing that I could scream. Its bad enough that I am not making anywhere near the amount of money I thought I would be making b/c of forced unpaid lunch hours and ridiculous taxes, but now I'm missing out even more pay?! I won't be able to make rent for this and next month at this rate. Seriously, I am going to have to ask my Dad for help so that I can live over Christmas. The ONLY good thing that is coming out of this is that I am learning what not to do in the future. Never again will I get myself into this kind of mess. Now, I know what questions to ask when starting a new job and what to look for in an apartment b/c honestly, it's not necessarily as intuitive as one would think. I want to go home and relax. Unfortunately, I must show my apartment to yet another stranger as I attempt to free myself from this evil lease that is eating all my money. I want to watch gilmore girls, read fanfic and then watch bones. It will make me happy. On a more exciting note, tomorrow I am going to the screening of A Dog's Breakfast. It's a really cool movie written by David Hewlett. David and his sister Kate star in it as well as Paul McGillion. I really hope I see Paul there, I'm not ashamed to admit that I have crush on him - he's hot! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
2:09 am	"I am now desperate, lonely and a criminal!" Sookie from Gilmore Girls Okay so the fact that I am quoting the gilmore girls in my LJ proves that I am desperate, the fact that I am watching gilmore girls alone with my cat proves that I am lonely and the amount of chocolate and raw cookie I have eaten is criminal so that proves that I'm...well, a criminal. Ugh...I am feeling particularly pathetic tonight. I have run out of fanfic and I am watching Gilmore Girls yearning for high school years that when I actually think about it, I didn't even like that much. I love how tv makes high school seem fun, the reality...not so much fun. On a side note, I really want to make out with someone who looks like Jared Padalecki. Or Scott Patterson. I'm not picky. I never imagined that in a city with this many people I could possibly be lonely. I could kill for some community right now, God help me but I miss Kennebunk, ME!!!!! I miss people who know my grandparents and tiny New England roads where I get stuck behind slow tourists. I miss running into my brothers and sister when I'm hanging around town and forgive me for saying it, but I miss Dairy Queen being the most exciting place in town. I miss people that aren't actors or producers. Okay, pathetic ramble done, for now. I'm fairly sure that the next post will also be a pathetic ramble as I am 22 going 30 and writing in an electronic journal like a 16 year old girl - yes I know I contradicted myself, I'm a mess and therefore allowed. I really need to stop. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
3:16 pm	apartment hell I write so rarely, but today I am quite frustrated. I'm moving to LA in one week and I still have nowhere to live. Methinks this might be a problem. I have no way to go and see any of the apartments anyway so who knows where I'll end up! All I want is a place to say yes or no, these people do not call you back for days. Nazi apartment owners, oh well. I thought my rant would be longer but I'm already out of steam, I'm off to go harass more apartment owners. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
6:29 pm	So now I am finished with work for the day...so why am I still here? I'm waiting for my friend to be finished with a meeitng so that we can go out for ice cream together. She has had a rough day today. I am so tired, I stayed up late last night because I just couldn't sleep after having such a lazy day. I have two meetings tomorrow so I can't be as lazy but I can still sleep in, also I have Thursday off so that basically rocks. Friday is my last day and I am sort of torn. I am excited to go home and to go to Italy but at the same time am going to really miss the sci fi channel. I really love working here. But dude...its time to go home. Seriously, i am beat, and i think i have read the internet otherwise i would totally be surfing right now. oohhh i could really go for a run, i swear running sounds so good in my head but when i finally get home i'm always too tired. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:42 am	I haven't written in ages. Really I just use this as means to comment on the great fan fic I read on LJ, but today I felt like writing in my journal. I've kept a paper journal since my freshman year in college but I forgot it at home when I came to Los Angeles so I suppose it has forced me to update my methods. I've been in LA for 4 months now, this is actually my last week here, I'm going home to Maine on Sunday. I'm excited but nervous, I have a lot of work to do, I need to write a 20-30 page paper about my experiences in LA and I don't know where to start. Oh yeah, and I need to learn Italian between now and May 20. I am so screwed. But, its all right, somehow, it will all work out because I will make it work out through sheer force of will and stubborness. However, that doesn't mean I can't have several well thought out freak outs along the way. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
9:07 pm	at the library I decided to go to the library to do my Italian homework since all of my favorite websites are bookmarked on my home laptop and thus it is much easier to distract myself, but I am done. and bored. I really have nothing to do, I think if I read any more my head might explode. Speaking of reading though I finished a really hysterical novel called Sir Apropos of Nothing by Peter David. It was a wonderful fantasy book filled with humor. However, if you enjoy noble heroes this is not the book for you! Considered yourslef warned :) (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
1:32 pm	First Entry This is my first entry. I can't believe that I've finally succumbed! Well, honestly I don't have much to say because this is really just a test so tootles! (Comment on this)